what would happen if he cheats on me? you asked.
honestly, i would have no idea. if i ended up like Bird. what would i do. i guess i wouldnt be as strong as she has been. i wouldnt even want to think about something like that. because it would just lead to doubts. i dont know how i can handle anymore doubts. seeing as i doubt almost everything about myself now. and well, he's something i dont want to have doubts in. yes, doubts do come in once in a while. questions like what if? if there were to be one more sin added to the list of the 7 deadly ones. doubt should be in one of them. when doubts kick in, you can go crazy and start to kill yourself. i dont know why i started on this.

i'll just die if you did.